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Be back in a year...
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University is only a year away for me, so I'm off DA from now till August next year. 
I will still log in to check my message once in a while, so if you need to tell me something, or even throw rocks and bricks at me
, feel free to do that by sending me a note. 
I'm gonna miss you guys.
I will still log in to check my message once in a while, so if you need to tell me something, or even throw rocks and bricks at me
, feel free to do that by sending me a note. I'm gonna miss you guys.
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Fear meme!
2 min read
From 
<-- She's awesome! XD
<-- She's awesome! XD[/] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[/] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[/] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 4.5
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[/] deep water
[/] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[/] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[/] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 6.5
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[/] death
[ ] heaven
[/] being robbed
[/] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[/] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[/] tornadoes
So far: 10
[/] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[/] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[/] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[/] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[/] growing up
So far: 15.5
[/] creepy noises in the night
[/] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[/] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[/] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[/] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[/] growing up
So far: 15.5
[/] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[/] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[/] super secrets
[/] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[/] super secrets
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Total: 17
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselingIf you get more than 20, you're paranoid
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
I'm normal?! Wow, I've never been called normal before lol
I'm normal?! Wow, I've never been called normal before lol
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Sorryyyyyyyy
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Sorry for the constant hiatus. But the new year preparation really is exhausted. For those who still stick around and support me and my lazy butt:Thank you so much!! 
I'll reply and comment everything tomorrow. I'm near dead now 
I'll reply and comment everything tomorrow. I'm near dead now
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Happy New Year! (^O^)/
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So new year is coming! I assume everyone is excited? I know I am. XD I'm the kind of kid who look back on their year and talk about small stuff that nobody cares about, except for me. Be careful, this is a warning for: I'm gonna rant! 
In the beginning of 2013, I set out my goal to read a lot of books as I wanted to be a psychologist. Although I've drop my homework, I would either go to sleep or be on DA. I guess books and me don't mix.
My seat in class was on the front row, there were FOUR annoying guy there. They annoyed the hell out of me with their pranks, small fights or never-ending conversations about online games, ect. But then I realized, I could either go nuts because of them, or go nuts with them. And I chose the second option. Heck we sang 'My Heart Will Go On' and 'Single Lady' in class and even our teacher laugh.
When I first signed up for DA and saw so many beautiful art, my confident was low. I settled with being a mediocre artist, as my inner voice said: 'Know your place'. I had 2 rules then: no shading, no digital. Because I COULDN'T. Only until recently did I see how wrong I was. It took me so long to realize that avoiding what I can't do will cause me to forever be uncapable of doing it. So now my goal is to shade my drawings and do digital art, I'm getting out of my comfort zone, folks!
I failed Math, got grounded for a week. I like Math and hate it at the same time. Why I like it? Because it gives me challenge and forces me to think. Why I hate it? Because it's hard, and I'm a dummy! But seriously, Math is so hard this year, why do they put Trigonometry and Three-dimensional Geometry together in one year?! Why, Educational center manager, why?!!!!!
But seriously, Math is so hard this year, why do they put Trigonometry and Three-dimensional Geometry together in one year?! Why, Educational center manager, why?!!!!! Last, but not least, I've met awesome people on DA this year. I can't thank them enough for the encouragement and inspiration they give me. I will thank each, and everyone of you on Tet Holiday, aka Lunar New Year, the official new year in my country! Please take good care of yourselves or I'm gonna scold you for not do it! XD
Happy New Year!!!
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Christmas request open!
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So as I've said in my newest deviation: I can't give presents to everyone as I'm not santa but I feel guilty for not returning all the support you guys give me, so I'm opening request in replacement for Christmas presents!
Reference:
but I feel guilty for not returning all the support you guys give me, so I'm opening request in replacement for Christmas presents! I'll be opening request from now till the end of December. Just request me, I'll draw anything, well anything in my ability that is. 
You can comment on this journal about what you want me to draw or note me with this form:
Name of character/s:
Expression/Pose:Reference:
Type (headshot, full body, waist up):
I should inform you that I can only do traditional, digital is still too new to me. But if you really want to request digital I will see what I can do.
P/s: To Meli-chan3: Your commission will be count as a request, cuz this is Christmas! And you still can request me more if you want.
To Ratchet-Halo: Sorry for making you wait for so long! I finished your request but due to a sprain ankle (I'm clumsy), I can't move much and can't go to my friend's house to scan it. I sincerely hope you can wait another week. TvT
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